I can't recall when I lost control
Dozin' off on some rock and roll goal
I need a band to help take off the load
All my songs start major and then there's a change of mode 'cause
I'm so scared that I'll come up short and
Ill prepared for what they're gonna say and
I'm so scared oh
I'm so scared
(Have you ever thought that maybe it's all in your head?)
I'm going back and forth and
I'm pushing back support and
I'm having trouble finding my real friends
I don't know who to trust and
I don't know who's a bust and
They're my crunches and I can't stand 'cause
I'm so scared
Ill prepared
Beyond repair
I'm so scared
(He took the keys; it's always tug of war with this one)
I'm going forth and back
I'm feeling Jack UF
I'm fucking up because it feels all wrong
I'm stuck in that in between of my own field of dreams
I kicked him out so I could sing this song
credits
from Back and Forth,
released August 11, 2018
Video Credits:
Chelsey Meyer - Directory of Photography
Antonio Banrey - Editor, Psychiatric Specialist #2
Colby Choi - Gaffer, Photographer
Adam Bennani - Psychiatric Specialist #1
Ben DeUrso - Himself, Script Supervisor